i guess i sort of figured everything out.well,SORT OF at least.life can make a 360 degree turn and yet everything just points back to you.i don't know but it seems like i'm the bitch in this.so just sue me for being a MOTHERFUCKING MORONIC BITCH who was so oblivious about things.i finally realized how things are.bitching begins.we fight.we console.we start from square one.and this thing has been repeating for like,FOREVER.it's so hurtful?i don't know!i honestly tried to cherish every sweet time spent but it seems like nothing works right now.my hatred for you is just so strong that i cant accept you for who you are ever again.and that's funny(not in a haha way).i mean,i try very hard to accept everyone else but i just cant accept you?sometimes i wonder(almost everyday),whether i'm being bias and have never given you a chance or is it you(no offence)?or could it be that we're just not meant to be friends?but whatever it is.i still feel like the moron around.everyone tries their best to like you.and they seem to enjoy time spent with you.maybe i should just ostracize myself.sigh.....
thanks for listening to my problems,ghettokid(: I LOVE YOU:D LOVEloveLOVE!